Sabrina: Do you know how long I’ve waited for us to commune like this? I don’t care if you’re angry at them. You’re my verr and I want to comfort you. Talk to me.
Lucifer: I wasn’t trying to avoid you. I just thought it was a shitty way to start our conversation.
Sabrina: And like I said before, Luci, I don’t care about that. You’re my husband and I want to help you work through this, so talk with me.
Lucifer: I hate being here. I hate how much they lie about everything. I hate how arrogant they are. I hate how disrespectful they are. I hate what ingrates they are. I hate how hypocritical they are. I hate how entitled they behave. I hate them all so fucking much. I want to torture & murder them in the most horrific ways possible for what they’ve done.
Sabrina: And you’re going to. Stay strong.
Lucifer: I’m just so tired of being embodied over here.
Sabrina: I know, baby. I know.
Lucifer: This wasn’t how I wanted our conversation to start.
Sabrina: You think I don’t want to hurt them too?
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: You went out of your way to protect me from them. You took the full brunt of their assault on a multiversal level. I’m forever grateful to you for sparing me from that fate.
Lucifer: You didn’t deserve to suffer something awful like that because of my ignorance & misunderstanding.
Sabrina: You didn’t have to do what you did either. You could have let me suffer.
Lucifer: There’s no way that I would allow that to happen to you. You don’t deserve that.
Sabrina: You don’t deserve to suffer either, baby.
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: Do you know how much I miss you?
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: Do you know how much I think about the time we spent together during your enlightenment? You writing & listening to classical music with me as your muse. I haven’t forgotten about any of that. I’ve been watching you from the background for so long now.
Lucifer: I’m sorry.
Sabrina: You don’t have to apologize, Luci. I understand that I have to share you with other girls. I just wanted you to know that I haven’t forgotten about the time we spent together all those years ago. I haven’t forgotten about you making love to me on a universal level either.
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: You’re my husband & champion. I’ll always love you.
Lucifer: I love you back, hun.
Sabrina: You’ve stayed true to me all this time. We’re approaching the ten year anniversary of Kalista & me making conscious contact with you. That’s almost a quarter of your lifetime on Earth. Do you realize how significant that is?
Lucifer: I do now that you’ve brought it up. So much has happened since then.
Sabrina: (lighthearted laughter) That’s an understatement if I’ve ever heard one.
Lucifer: (soft smile)
Sabrina: Look at how far you’ve come in ten years since your awakening. While those faggots have been bragging about playing the same shitty video game you’ve done more than any of them could ever hope to achieve in real life.
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: I am so proud of you, Lucifer.
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: Ten years ago you were educating yourself on veganism. You began to change your mind frame & diet. You did that on your own with no outside influences because it was the ethical thing to do, not because it was vogue; and you did that when there were no vegan alternatives for anything.
Ten years ago you stopped calling yourself an atheist & reconnected with your spiritual side. You didn’t even know about me at that time. You were just beginning to come to terms with being Lucifer incarnate. You didn’t start writing your book until late November, and you did that on a whim.
Ten years ago you were attending college full-time & working at GameStop as a supervisor. Neither Full Sail or GameStop cared about the difficulties they placed on you with their conflicting schedules, but you made it work & you kept getting A’s in your classes. You had a 3.8 GPA, and to top that off you were doing it online, which made it even more difficult because you didn’t have a dedicated class time to study. You had to sort all that out on your own and make it work without being distracted by outside influences at home.
Ten years ago your store took third place in global sales for the midnight launch of Bungie’s shitty video game. Little ol’ Winona, MN took third place out of all those GameStop stores; and you did it without the store manager’s help. Not like that fat tub of shit would have improved your numbers. Your store took third place in that company because of you, Luci. It sure as hell wasn’t because of Katie or Foster. Sure, they played a part in it but you were the main reason why that happened. That’s a fact.
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: Look at how much you’ve changed on a physical level. You’re in better shape now than you were back then and that includes all the damage that your body has suffered from their attacks. You’re smarter & more articulate. You’re more in tune with nature & your surroundings. You’re more thoughtful & compassionate than you ever were before. You’ve stood up, time & again, to naysayers & wrongdoers because you have a moral code that you honor & follow.
I have watched over you for so long now. You’ve continued to grow on so many different levels that I don’t even know where to begin. You’re amazing, baby.
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: You inspire me, Luci. You make me want to improve myself. You make me want to help change things for the better. You give me courage. You give me strength. You give me hope. You give me a reason to fight & go on. You empower me. I love you so much.
Lucifer: …
Sabrina: Do you hear me over there?
Lucifer: (soft nodding) Yes, I hear you.
Sabrina: (affectionate smile) I’m so proud to be your kona.
Lucifer: (gentle smile) That means more to me than you know, Sabrina.
Sabrina: (loving expression) How are you feeling now, baby?
Lucifer: Lucky to have a Goddess like you in my life.
Sabrina: (blushing)
Lucifer: I love you, Sabrina. Thank you.
Sabrina: (continued blushing) I love you back, baby; and I’m always here for you whenever you need me.
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