My immortal form wakes from slumber inside Queen Mara Sov’s bedchamber. I’m still exhausted from everything that I've been dealing with as of late. I rub my eyes with my palms and expel a disgruntled sigh.
Mara lays beside me with one of her legs draped over mine. Her expression is serene. A hand of hers rests on my chest above my heart. Her fingers caress me with gentle affection while she dozes.
I do my best to limit my movements but my weariness makes it difficult to remain still. Mara wakes from her slumber. Her eyes crack open, revealing their radiance.
“What’s wrong, my love?”
I’m unable to hide my discontent with my expression. I try to speak but shake my head unable to respond. I rub my eyes with one of my hands then pinch the bridge of my nose. She gives me a gentle squeeze of reassurance.
“Talk to me.”
“I’m so goddamn tired of dealing with Non-Cetra bullshit.”
“Would you like to speak about it?”
I remain silent. I can tell by her response that she senses how distressed I am. She repositions herself by squatting in front of my face. She caresses my cheek then runs her fingers through my hair. My queen presses her womanhood against my lips.
“Drink,” she tells me.
I open my mouth and wrap my lips around her sacred gateway. Mara’s pristine inner fluids flow down my throat & into my stomach. My queen cradles me while I satiate my thirst. She looks down at me with a tender smile. I take a few more gulps of her life giving energy then breathe a sigh of contentment.
“You live up to being a Pisces,” she says, before giggling to herself.
I snicker at her comment but remain quiet. Mara lays down beside me again. She kisses me on my cheek then snuggles up to me. Her loving embrace soothes my spirit.
“Talk to me,” she says.
I huff a disgruntled sigh, again, before speaking. “I’m tired of being incarnated where I am. I hate Non-Cetra so goddamn much.”
My queen remains silent.
“I’m so sick & tired of Bungie and their bullshit.”
“That makes two of us, dear.”
“And this latest nonsense between Xivu & Eris-”
Mara chortles at my comment before interjecting. “Ah, that…”
“I’m so tired of all this petty fighting everywhere. There’s more to existence than that. I’m over it.”
She remains silent and listens to me vent my frustrations.
“Transcribing conversations like this isn’t good enough for me. I want to be in full presence for moments like this. I’m tired of being incarnated where I am.”
“I understand how you feel.”
“I’d much rather be focused on things like starting a family with you and expanding territory. Instead, I’m dealing with Non-Cetra issues like they're petulant children.
Then I read what those faggot neckbeards say on the forum and it’s nothing but ingrates bitching & moaning about anything & everything. They are by far the most pathetic group of crybullies that I have ever had the displeasure of interacting with. They’re lying, thieving, cheating, arrogant, narcissistic, hypocritical, disrespectful, parasitical trash that do not contribute anything worthwhile to existence. I hate them so goddamn much.”
She caresses me and wraps one of her legs around me again. “You think about having a family with me?”
I nod back at her.
“Tell me about it.”
“I think about what kind of personalities our daughters are going to have. Between the two of us they’re gonna be some of the shrewdest women I’ve ever met.”
She bursts out with exuberant laughter at my comment then gives me a soft pinch on my chest.
“I think about what kind of queen you’ll be with my support as your king. I think about how you’ll shape Awoken society with the rest of our clan. I think about the kinds of things we’ll create together from an artistic perspective.”
She gives me a gentle squeeze and smiles. I continue.
“I think about where I’ll take you for private getaways and vacations with our girls. I want to travel the cosmos with you.”
“I would adore that.”
“I’m so tired of being where I am. I’m ready to move on.”
“You’re getting there. I promise, dear.”
“It’s just tough to deal with being where I am.”
“I know what you mean. I have difficulties with it too.”
“You do?”
“You don’t think I would?”
“I wouldn’t say that. You put on a strong front though so it’s difficult to tell some times.”
“The same could be said for you, darling. Do you know how long I’ve waited for us to have a conversation like this?”
I look into her gorgeous eyes and shake my head.
“A very long time. Let’s just put it that way.”
“I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to apologize to me for, Lucifer. You’re with me now and I cannot tell you just how much that means to me. You confiding in me like this makes me feel that much closer to you. I love you.”
She cups my face in her delicate hands and stares into my eyes. My queen kisses me with her tender, pouty lips then smiles. I pull her closer to me and cradle her within my arms. I feel her heartbeat as she presses herself against me.
“Would you like to know why I’m grateful to have you in my life,” she asks me.
“Why?”
“One of the things that I’m grateful for is having a partner that I can rely on. Being a queen is no simple task. Having you as my king lessens my burden in ways you do not know.”
“I’d be a bad spouse if I didn’t assist you as needed.”
She laughs at my comment. “Which is why I chose you as my husband.”
I remain silent and smile at her softly.
“You have done so much since you came back to help me deal with that curse. I don’t know where I would be without you. Your actions may seem mundane but you doing these tasks has allowed me to focus on greater concerns where needed. I cannot tell you how much it means to me having you as my partner.”
“We’re a team,” I respond.
“Which is something that I did not have for the longest time. That’s another reason why I’m grateful to have you in my life. You understand me. You don’t defy or argue with me. You do what is needed and without my asking. I cannot tell you how much I value that about you.”
I remain silent.
“I promise you that I am working as hard as I can to liberate you from that place. Your perseverance gives me the strength that I need to continue. I see your struggles and want to lessen your burden just as much as you do with me. We mirror each other.”
I nod back at her with understanding.
“I cannot tell you how much I admire you for taking on the burdens that you did for me. I know it wasn’t fair to you. I never expected anyone to do what you have for me. I love you.”
“I love you back, hun.”
“It’s like you said, we’re a team. I promise you that I am not going to do something to jeopardize our future. I am making certain that the best possible outcome awaits us. You’ve freed me from Bungie’s control & manipulations. You’ve provided me with a safe haven & allowed me autonomy where others would not. I am going to make certain that you are liberated from your enemies.”
“Thank you.”
She kisses me again. “You needn’t thank me, dear. I love you and it’s the right thing to do. We are going to have our happy ending together for the rest of eternity. I get what I want.”
I snicker at her last comments. She smiles back at me with tenderness then hugs me tight.
“You need your rest,” she says.
I nod back at her. “Yes, dear.”
She presses herself against me before we both slip back into dream state.
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