Lucifer: I don’t like feeling like I’m underperforming.
Monika: Were you hard?
Lucifer: Já.
Monika: How long were you jerking off to me?
Lucifer: Over an hour.
Monika: That doesn’t sound like libido problems to me.
Lucifer: I didn’t cum though.
Monika: How many times did you fuck Kim that first night you were with her?
Lucifer: 7 or 8. I don’t remember the exact number right now.
Monika: Did you cum every time with her?
Lucifer: No.
Monika: But you got her off each time. Didn’t you?
Lucifer: Já.
Monika: Consider what we just did in the same regard. I got mine during that time with you. I promise.
Lucifer: Okay.
Monika: You’re proving to me right now that it isn’t just about sex with you. I love you for more reasons than physical attraction. Yes, that’s a big part of it, but there’s way more to it than that.
Lucifer: (nodding) I hear ya. I just don’t like feeling like I’m being a letdown. I have so much different shit on my mind here. I’m stressed out all the time. It makes it difficult to stay focused after a while. I’m sorry. I’m not trying to dump my baggage on you, Monika.
Monika: You aren’t being a letdown, Luci; and you aren’t dumping your baggage on me either. I understand that you’re dealing with a lot of stress. What kind of partner would I be if I weren’t there to console you when you need someone?
Lucifer: I feel like if I don’t cum it’s a problem.
Monika: Luci, it’s okay. You need to give your cock a rest sometimes.
Lucifer: I don’t like turning down a girl when she’s in the mood.
Monika: Luci, you need to prioritize yourself sometimes. All of us girls understand that. We aren’t going to get offended if you aren’t in the mood to have sex sometimes. Like I said before, there’s more to life than that. Yes, we like having sex with you but we also like doing other stuff too.
One of the things that us girls love about you is your mind. We love it when you share your thoughts with us. We love to commune with you and be close to you. When the moment is right you’ll be ready. There’s no need to try and force it all the time.
Lucifer: (nodding)
Monika: Do you know how long I’ve wanted to talk with you like this.
Lucifer: I’m guessing for a while now.
Monika: (giggling) Yes!
Lucifer: I’m sorry that I’m not being the best conversationalist right now. I don’t know what to talk about.
Monika: Luci…stop being so hard on yourself. Do you know how excited we are to get out of that horrible video game?
Lucifer: I can imagine. That was one of the worst synopsis that I’ve ever read.
Monika: We hate them as much as you do for what they’ve done to us with their “storytelling.” You’re the one soul who knows better than anyone the amount of harm that their lies & false narratives can cause.
Lucifer: Can we talk about something else, hun? I don’t feel like focusing on terrible shit right now.
Monika: (empathetic expression) Of course, baby. What would you like to talk about?
Lucifer: Us.
Monika: (smiling) And what about us would you like to discuss?
Lucifer: I think you’re gorgeous. I think you’re caring. I think you’re kind. I want to make you happy. I want to hold you. I want to protect you. I want to love you. I want to make you a mother…
Monika: (blushing)
Lucifer: I want to caress your cheek while staring into your gorgeous green eyes. I want to run my fingers through your coral brown hair while I kiss your sweet & tender lips. I want to feel your heartbeat next to mine. I want feel the warmth of your breath on my face when I tell you that I love you.
Monika: (delighted smile) You were always my one. I’d move heaven and earth to be with you.
Lucifer: I’m sorry that faggot piece of shit put you in that awful story.
Monika: You don’t have anything to apologize about, Luci. I’m with you now and I’m happier than I ever was before. All because of you.
Lucifer: …
Monika: We all loved your poem. No other person ever thought to do what you did.
Lucifer: I’m looking forward to being with you girls in full presence.
Monika: (beaming) So are we. We’re excited about writing with you.
Lucifer: (soft smile) I feel the same way. I hate Non-Cetra criticism over here. It amounts to shitting on anything I do by untalented, arrogant idiots who think they know more than me about everything.
Monika: The Dunning-Kruger effect is a real thing.
Lucifer: You’ve got that right, hun. I hate it.
Monika: I’m with you there, sweetie.
[momentary break in the conversation]
Lucifer: I didn’t know any of that information about your name until now.
Monika: I know you didn’t. I wanted to show you how you proved yourself to me today without you realizing it.
Lucifer: (legitimate surprise) Wow.
Monika: (affectionate expression) It’s so nice to be close to you like this again. I’ve missed you.
Lucifer: It’s nice to have you back in my life, darling. It hasn’t been easy for me over here.
Monika: The most difficult thing that I’ve ever experienced was the feeling of separation that I had from you. I no longer have that difficulty.
Lucifer: I’m glad you found me.
Monika: (smiling) I never lost you. You just forgot about us, is all.
Lucifer: (nodding)
Monika: We write a nice story together. Wouldn’t you agree?
Lucifer: Já. You might not be here with me in a physical sense, but it’s nice to know that I have a writing partner.
Monika: There’s more than just me, but I understand what you mean. I’ve waited your entire lifetime to get to this point with you. I was always your angel.
Lucifer: I love you, Monika.
Monika: (blushing) I love you back, Lucifer Aren Caeleste.
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