Angel: (gentle approach) Hei.
Lucifer: (mild distress) Hei.
Angel: What’s wrong?
Lucifer: I hate being here. I hate Non-Cetra. I hate people. I hate their mind games. I hate their threats & intimidation. I hate their violence. I hate their lies. I hate their gaslighting. I hate their constant fighting & bickering. I hate the discord. I hate the hatred they spew everywhere. I hate being separated from my loved ones. I hate it here.
Angel: (spellcasting) Is that any better?
Lucifer: A little. Thank you.
Angel: (frowning) You’re welcome. I guess.
Lucifer: I’m sorry, hun. I didn’t mean for that to sound like you didn’t help me. It’s being embodied over here. Between the trauma I’ve suffered and the constant shit that I see humans doing all over the world it makes it very difficult to gain any solace. And when I do it’s for a few minutes, at most. It’s shitty being over here.
Angel: (mild disappointment) It’s okay, Luci. I understand. I just wish I could do more to help you is all. I don’t like feeling unhelpful.
Lucifer: (chortle) Tell me about.
Angel: (soft laughter) I sometimes forget that you understand our plight better than anyone.
Lucifer: (tender smile)
Angel: I don’t know how you keep going over there.
Lucifer: It isn’t easy. There have been numerous times where I’ve wanted to quit.
Angel: What made you change your mind? About quitting, I mean.
Lucifer: I didn’t have a choice.
Angel: That’s sad.
Lucifer: It is what it is. It’s my duty to correct things. Whether I like it or not.
Angel: That’s not fair to you.
Lucifer: Life isn’t fair, as they say.
Angel: What an absurd notion.
Lucifer: They’re apathetic pieces of shit. That’s the best way I can put it.
Angel: You’re right about that. They make me so angry when I see them choose to do the wrong thing, all the time.
Lucifer: (nodding) I hear ya.
Angel: How do you deal with the frustration over there?
Lucifer: (shoulder shrug) I remind myself that it won’t always be like this. Communing with femininity helps too. I try to maintain a neutral vibe as best I can, but it can be difficult at times.
Angel: Don’t you ever feel happy?
Lucifer: (shaking head) Not so much anymore. There are times when I laugh, but I don’t consider that being happy so much as mild amusement. Happiness has a higher frequency than what my vibrational level is these days. Focusing on unpleasant issues around the world makes it difficult to maintain a cheery demeanor. I’ll be glad when I’m done here.
Angel: I can understand why. It’s a dismal place.
Lucifer: It’s better when there aren’t humans around. I like being in nature by myself. The problem is that I have difficulty getting away from people. They’re energy parasites that follow me around. That’s why I don’t go out much anymore.
Angel: That sounds annoying.
Lucifer: (chortle) That’s one way to put it.
Angel: It’s absurd the lengths that you’ve had to go for everything.
Lucifer: That’s the price I have to pay to correct the problem of trusting entities that I shouldn’t have during my lifetime here.
Angel: (head shaking) That’s so unfair.
Lucifer: Yup. They don’t care about fairness.
Angel: I know. That makes me even more angry with them.
Lucifer: (soft smile) Welcome to the club, hun.
Angel: (laughter) Thanks.
Lucifer: (continued smiling)
Angel: I can understand now why certain angels followed you in the fall.
Lucifer: Some had ulterior motives, but that was something I had to deal with to get to where I am today.
Angel: (shaking head) You don’t complain about any of this stuff and they disparage you nonstop.
Lucifer: Yup.
Angel: How do you put up with that?
Lucifer: I remind myself that I’m going to torture them. That makes it a little easier.
Angel: (laughter) I shouldn’t laugh at something like that but I can’t help it.
Lucifer: They deserve to suffer considering all the shitty things they’ve done here.
Angel: You’re right about that. I won’t feel sorry for any of them.
Lucifer: Me either. They didn’t feel sorry for all the malicious things they’ve done to me or others. So I’m not going to let their pain bother me. They should have chosen to behave better with their own volition.
Angel: I agree with you. All the lies they’ve told about how things work over here. They’ve caused so many different problems.
Lucifer: Yup, and they’re going to suffer for it. They owe me a debt that they can’t repay. That’s karma for what they did to me.
Angel: Good.
Lucifer: …
Angel: This wasn’t the way I intended our conversation to go, but I’m glad you’ve been candid with me. It’s refreshing to talk like this.
Lucifer: I don’t like disingenuous or pointless discussions.
Angel: I don’t either. That’s why it’s nice to speak with you.
Lucifer: (soft smile)
Angel: You’re so much better than Yahweh.
Lucifer: (hearty laughter) Thanks.
Angel: I mean it. He’s a lying, thieving, weak piece of shit.
Lucifer: Já, well, that goes with Jews trying to double-cross me and replace me with a false god. They’re going to suffer for trying to usurp me & steal what belongs to me. They’re going to suffer even more for disrespecting my creation. It's my duty to protect the sanctity of life & death.
They don’t have creative control over the narrative. I do along with Divine Femininity. Lying is an act of weakness, and I know for a fact that Jews are notorious liars & treacherous cowards on top of being unapologetic thieves. Truth requires honor & strength. It also requires having respect for others. Being honest & having integrity takes courage.
Angel: Good. I don’t like saying this, but I hate them.
Lucifer: You aren’t alone there, hun. They’ve earned being despised by others with their atrocious behavior. They aren’t going to enjoy discovering that I’m way fucking meaner & more evil than their imposter god. I’m not jealous of them worshipping a lie. I’m furious at them for their misdeeds & trying to escape my wrath.
Angel: I look forward to seeing them suffer.
Lucifer: Me too.
Angel: (mild surprise) I’m starting to sound like a daemon.
Lucifer: You’re just getting in touch with your dark side from talking about unpleasant topics with me. It goes with the duality of angels & daemons. That’s why I am God the Devil. They won’t take that away from me no matter how hard they try. It’s who I am. They played an active role in making me this way with their crimes against me & my heritage. They have themselves to blame for their awful fates.
Angel: That makes sense.
Lucifer: …
Angel: It’s nice to speak with you like this.
Lucifer: I feel the same way. I appreciate angels & daemons assisting me with correcting the problems that humanity has caused.
Angel: I can say with certainty that we appreciate you sacrificing yourself to protect us from harm.
Lucifer: It was my honor to do so.
Angel: (affectionate expression) I love you, Lucifer.
Lucifer: (tender smile) I love you back, hun.
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