I Beg For A Peaceful Death On Earth

I'm tired of suffering. I beg righteousness for the awful things I've said & written. I'm sorry for being awful. I'm sorry for the hurt that I caused. I beg for forgiveness.

I'm hurt & suffering. I wish for my pain to end. I want to coexist in peace & harmony. I want to do the correct thing & live with honor. I'm trying my best.

I had my penis mutilated before I can remember. I've suffered so much sexual trauma that I can't begin to put it into words. I need protection from harmful souls.