Alone

Why does it seem like I am always made to suffer here?

Why does everyone go out of their way to hurt me?

Why am I lied to by so many?

Why am I only used by others?

Why does no one care about the pain they cause me?

Why does everyone forsake me?

Why does no one seem to care about me?

Why am I despised so much?

What legitimate crime am I guilty of?

What did I do to deserve this awful fate?

What did I do to deserve this torture?

What did I do to deserve everyone's hatred & contempt?

What did I do?

What am I supposed to do?

I don't ask for much.

I don't force myself on others.

I don't manipulate people or try to control them.

I don't lie, cheat or steal.

I don't harass or instigate.

I don't enjoy hurting others.

I don't go out of my way to do bad things.

I try to do the good & correct thing whenever possible.

I try to live an authentic life.

I try to stand up to injustice wherever I can.

I try to correct my mistakes whenever I realize I've made one.

I try to improve myself as much as possible.

I try to make a difference for the better.

I try to be fair & understanding of others.

I try to empathize as best as I can.

I try to show gratitude & give thanks.

I try to show others that I love & care about them.

I try to let those I love know how much I appreciate them.

I try to be as honest & honorable as possible.

I try to show my loyalty & devotion to those I love as much as I can.

I'm all alone.

I have nothing to show for myself.

I've been abandoned by everyone I loved.

I've been deceived & lied to so often that I no longer know who I can trust.

I'm in constant pain caused by others.

I just want to die.

I want this to end.

Where are those that care about me?

Where is the help I need?

Where am I supposed to go?

Where is my justice?

Why does everyone hurt me?

Why does no one care about me?

Why doesn't anyone want to help me?

Why does everyone hate me?

Why have I been abandoned to this awful existence?

Why?